2009年04月09日 00:38

　　4月8日清晨，刘倩告别了女儿和爱人，在亲人的注目中再次奔向她心中的"圣地"。刘倩是山西省运城市一位由于输血感染的艾滋病患者，近九年的潜伏期过后，艾滋病魔开始侵蚀她的身体，在生命最脆弱的时刻，亲情、爱情、社会的关爱让她重生，在顽强与病魔作斗争的同时，刘倩成为了一名艾滋病志愿者，担任艾滋病患者的心理辅导员，主动要求成为十三个艾滋病孩子的生活老师，照看孩子们的日常起居，被孩子们称作爱心妈妈。

　　在山西省临汾市一个被艾滋病患者称作“绿色港湾”的地方，一个个感人故事在刘倩编织下上演......

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　　1973年，刘倩出生在出生在山西省新绛县一个普通农民家庭，她有三个姐姐，两个妹妹，从小生的乖巧漂亮，很得父母的宠爱。少年时代，刘倩短跑特长显现。十五岁那年，她被特招进县体校，多次获得运城市中学生运动地短跑冠。有梦生命才多彩。年少的刘倩在体校刻苦训练，希望进省队、进国家队，实现自己的青春梦想。但是由于伤病，三年后，她不得不离开自己心爱的舞台

　　刘倩姐妹六人，被镇上人称作六朵金花，而刘倩是其中最漂亮的一个，回到家上门提亲的络绎不绝。1994年，在亲友的绍下，她认识了邻村青年林铭，小伙子的踏实上进很快获取了刘倩的芳心。三个月后，二人走进了婚姻殿堂。失去的儿时梦想，一份实时而至的爱情让刘倩失落的心找到了慰藉，在一张结婚照上，刘倩甜蜜写下了，执之之手，与之偕老爱情誓言。婚后，夫妻二人在镇上做起了小生意，两年后，刘倩和爱人又开了一家小型加油站，日渐红火的日子，让刘倩对生活充满了无限的憧憬。

　　1996年10月一天晚上，劳累一天的刘倩很快进入梦乡，午夜一点多，睡梦中的刘倩感觉阵阵腹痛袭来，由于夜深，她以为是阑尾发炎，没去医院。第二天一早，在丈夫陪同下，才去镇医院就诊，医生告诉她是宫外孕，刚检查完，刘倩就没有力气站立了，丈夫把她抱到了病房，没几分钟刘倩下身突然大出血，人很快就休克了。病人马上需要输血，刘倩是o型血，医院血库没有o型血浆，情急之下，林铭打车到村里找了四个卖血之人。刘倩说：“在我还有最后一口气时，丈夫赶了回来，我醒来时恍如隔世”。一周后，刘倩感到身体发烧，想到曾输过四个人的血，特意进行一次肝功能化验，结果一切正常，很快刘倩就办理了出院手序。

　　2001年5月底，刘倩去医院看妇科，为了早日能作妈妈，刘倩特意让大夫给她开了中药，在家里，丈夫包揽了家务活，不让她有一丁点的劳累。一个月后，她感到身体不适，去医院作B超检查，医生告诉她，是怀孕了，但这次仍是宫外孕。躺在冰冷的手术台上，刘倩泪水横流。失去了两个孩子，刘倩痛苦到了极点。为了让妻子早日走出阴影，当年10月份，夫妻俩抱养了一个刚出不久的女婴，孩子体质很弱，刘倩把生意上的事全交给了丈夫，自己全心扑在了孩子身上。孩子一天天长大，刘倩开始写孩子的成长日记：今天，女儿呀呀学语喊妈妈了，那一刻我的心象掉进了蜜罐，我的宝贝，妈妈的梦想多么希望在你身上看到呀！

　　孩子一岁多时，刘倩又做起了服装生意，同时兼职作保险业务员，刘倩发现自己的身体逐渐削瘦，起初她以为是照看孩子、做生意累的，没放在心上，随后不久身上出现了皮疹，她以为是过敏引起的，推了一些丐片药剂后，皮疹消失了。刘倩怎么都没想到，艾滋病魔已开始在身体里肆虐。

　　2004年春天，刘倩所住的镇上出现艾滋病人，都是因为卖血、输血感染引起的。想到曾经的输血史，刘倩心里咯噔一下，一天她对夫说起了自己的担心，爱人瞪了她一眼说：“你瞎琢磨什么，不好好过你的日子！”。2005年4月，刘倩一家去上海表哥家玩，表哥一家请刘倩夫妇吃火锅，饭后，刘倩的口腔出现了一片片的白点，随后开始溃烂，表哥和爱人还以为她是上了火。回到运城后，刘倩去镇上医院去开下火药，大夫说：“你这好象是血液里的病，去大医院好好检查一下吧！”听到大夫的建议，刘倩心里莫名烦躁，去了临汾的妹妹家，在妹妹家，一本《知音》发表的《我爱我的艾滋病妻子》一文引起了刘倩的关注，对比自己的症状，刘倩再也坐不住了，她决定去医院进行血液检查。

　　2005年5月的一天清晨，刘倩怀着忐忑的心理走进了县里的医院。医生在抽取她的血液后，告诉她艾滋病病毒抗体检测三个小时后就可以知道结果了。县城离家有八十公里的路程，刘倩说：“我当时第一个想法就是在不知道结果前回家，如果结果是真的，那我连回家的力气都没了。”在回家的路上，刘倩给上海的表哥打了电话，让他十一点钟给医院打电话，随后就关了手机，坐上了回家的大巴。

　　在回家的路上，时间一分一分的过去，刘倩就象一个等待判刑的人，心里脆弱到了极点。一回到家，刘倩叫了几个儿时好友一起吃饭，朋友对她突然请客很是不解，她强作笑颜：“我可能要出远门了，想和你们最后见见了。”下午两点，刘倩终于用颤抖的手打开了手机，表哥的短信就发过来了：小妹首先不要紧张，赶紧回医院进行实名登记，进行进一步的检查。

　　孩子上幼儿园，爱人不在家，刘倩一人躺在床上，死死盯着开花板，脑子里空空的，感到从未有的恐惧和孤独。刘倩说：“那时我特想见我的妈妈，只有在妈妈的怀里我才能踏实。”回到娘家，刘倩再也忍不住了，跪在妈妈面前痛苦失声：“女儿对不住您呀，还没来得及孝敬您就要走了......”

　　刘倩的病情让全家人掉进了冰癌，爱人林铭更是感觉到天塌了，怎么也不肯相信妻子得了艾滋病，想到自己曾经找的那四个卖血人，他用拳头狠打着自己的身体，是自己的大意害了妻子，可是在那一个与死亡较量的危急时刻，他又有什么错呢？夫妻二人很快再次回到医院进行确诊，林铭很幸运，没有被感染。刘倩得知爱人平安后，第一句话就是我的孩子没有了妈妈，还有爸爸。

　　林铭性格内向不善言辞，为了让妻子鼓起生活的勇气，他买了很多相关的书籍，让妻子了解艾滋病，并说，艾滋病人能活三四十年，我们有的时间作夫妻呀！刘倩的五个姐妹、朋友轮流陪伴刘倩让她乐观的对待病情，最让刘倩难以忘记的是妈妈的那番话：“妮子呀，妈妈从小最疼你了，你怎么能走在妈妈前面，为了妈妈你要好好活着，就算你能扔下妈妈，你能扔下你的女儿吗？！”在亲友的关爱下，刘倩痛苦麻木的心得到了平复。

　　当地相关部门得知刘倩的事后，便主动找到她，建议她到“绿色港湾”去治疗，“绿色港湾”是山西省临纷传染病医院开办的一家，以本省艾滋病病毒感染者为主要对象，以救助、救治为模式的免费医院。在姐姐和爱人的陪伴下，刘倩前往“绿色港湾”就诊，那天，远远看见那一片绿色的房子，刘倩想着那是个与世隔绝的世界，进去等于判了死刑，原有侥幸心理一点都没了，在医院门口，刘倩崩溃了，大哭着要回家，死活不愿进去。在北京工作的姐姐、在上海的表哥用电话整整做了一个多小时的思想工作，在医院大夫的劝说下，刘倩才走进了“绿色港湾”。

　　在绿色港湾最初的日子，刘倩心底没有一丝涟漪，看到被病魔折磨的病友，刘倩用笔述说着自己的心情：我要让自己在还算美丽的时间里死去，我不要变成那个样子......。在医院的第一周，她基本上足不出户，很少与人交流.一听到病友曾经卖过血，毫不留情面的进行数落。一周后，她以想女儿为由回到了家里，无数次在家后面山坡上徘徊，想找一片花草繁茂地方结束自己的生命。一天回到家里，趁家里没人，刘倩拿起了一把手术刀，恰在那时，女儿进屋喊了妈妈，刘倩的心震颤不已，抱着女儿痛哭失声。

　　女儿给了她活下去的责任，在“绿色港湾”，医护人员的关受让刘倩冰封的心开始解冻。大夫马玉琴常与她拉家常，杜宇峰大夫认真的和她说：“刘倩呀，我六十岁过生日时，我请你跳第一支舞呀！”院长郭小平经常请大家吃饭，一次，郭院长喝掉了刘倩剩余的红酒。在这个温暖的大家家庭里，刘倩眼神开始变得温柔起来，慢慢与病友开始交流，并对自己以前用话语伤害过的病友道了歉。那个帅真活跃的刘倩又回到大家面前。

　　为艾滋病孩子作妈妈，痛并快乐着

　　病情得到稳定后，三个月后，刘倩回到了家里，但“绿色港湾”的日日夜夜色让她难已释怀，想到那些需要帮助的患者，刘倩很想回医院。爱人知道她的想法后说：“人活着总是要有点寄托的，那是你的寄托的话，去做吧！”有了爱人的支持，刘倩经常往返于临汾和运城两地。

　　2006年，美国艾滋病防治基金会，在“绿色港湾”设立了“心情译站”试点机构，对艾滋病病毒感染者进行心理支持，刘倩成为了心理辅导师，热心帮助、激励着那些与她有着同样不幸命运的病友们，病友们也被她的热情和开朗所感染着。在“绿色港湾”，只要刘倩在哪里，不一会，人们便不约而同纷纷向她聚拢过去。

　　在“绿色港湾”，最让刘倩牵肠挂肚的是那些由于母婴感染的孩子们。这些艾滋病患儿在失去妈妈后，实际上已经处在了无人照顾的状态下，因为迫于生计，他们的父亲都需要外出务工或回家务农，孩子得到的亲情少之又少。

　　一天，刘倩看着一个中年男子领着一个小男孩住进医院，孩子名叫小雨，妈妈在怀孕时输血感染艾滋病，小雨不幸也被感染了。孩子四岁时，妈妈去世了。这次是爸爸领着来治疗，由于医院当时没有儿童抗“艾”药，小雨每天腹痛大哭不止，小雨的爸爸想放弃治疗，刘倩力劝：治疗就意味着希望，千万不能放弃呀。为了减轻孩子病痛，大夫建议让小雨吃适量的成人抗艾药，但孩子由于身体免疫力极低，CD4细胞只剩下四个，随时都可能有并发症发生。小雨的爸爸再三考虑后同意了，看着孩子一吃药就吐的痛苦样，流着泪想再次放弃，刘倩主动承担起了看护孩子的责任，每次将孩子抱在怀里，先讲故事，然后哄着孩子吃药。小雨的爸爸有事回了家，孩子腹痛哇哇哭个不停，刘倩心痛不已，那一天她整整抱了孩子三个多小时

　　。在刘倩的精心照料下，小雨终于能吃进去一点药了，一个月后，小雨的病痛减轻了，病情终于得到了控制。小雨的爸爸回到医院，看到儿子渡过了危险期，感动地流下了泪水。

　　李小平是刘倩的一位病友，她只有二十六岁，爱人不慎感染艾滋病，又传染给她，腹中的孩子也未能幸免，不久丈夫就病故了。这是一对不幸的母女，李倩经常力所能及的帮助她们。一次，李小平和刘倩开玩笑：“刘倩，我要是走了，你要帮我照顾我的女儿呀！”一个月后，李小平带着对女儿的眷恋真的走了，着着哭喊着要妈妈的孩子，刘倩的心在滴血，紧紧把孩子抱在了怀里。

　　2006年9月1日，院方为艾滋病患儿创办的红丝带小学开学了，为了更方便照顾孩子，刘倩主动要求担任了十三个孩子的生活老师，每天负责管理孩子们的生活起居，并要准时督促孩子们吃药治疗，因为，一旦停药，孩子们的生命将受到威胁，对此，刘倩不允许自己有丝毫马虎。每天晚上，刘倩都要等孩子们入睡后才休息，慢慢地养成了过了十二点才睡的习惯。一次，她看到孤女小湘在操场的角落里哭弃，刘倩敢紧跑过去问她怎么了，小湘流着泪说：“我好想妈妈呀，刘老师我能叫你妈妈吗？”刘倩擦干了小湘脸上的泪水，肯定地点了点头。第二天，刘倩找到院长要了两张床，有的孩子会生病，有时孩子心情不好，刘倩晚上就把这个孩子带到身边。

　　在照顾孩子们过程中，刘倩时刻感受着家庭情感的起伏跌宕。小雨在医院经过两年的治疗后进了红丝带小学。由于和刘倩感情很深，平时很调皮。有天中午，小雨怎么也不肯吃饭，刘倩责备了几句，小雨竟然把碗摔了。刘倩难过地回到了自己的宿舍，一会，小雨跟着进来了，他轻轻地说：“阿姨，你吃饭吧，我错了，再也不那样了。”有次小雨在学校门口买了五颗杏，上课前找到刘倩说：“我买了几颗杏，给您三颗。”刘倩说“阿姨不吃，你吃吧！”，小雨说了句我还有就跑着上课去了。下午刘倩收拾孩子们的宿舍，在小雨的床铺上，刘倩看到了床铺上放着的两颗杏，当时眼泪就掉下来了。

　　小健是一个聪明懂事的孩子，时年只有十岁，妈妈的故去，爸爸在外地打工，生活的磨难让他过早的成熟，在他身上没有同龄孩子活泼与好动。一有时间，刘倩就与他交流，给他讲些励志故事。听到贝多芬有残疾竟成了伟大音乐家时，小健对刘倩说：“妈妈，我也有理想，长大了我想作一名科学家，治好我们的病，我还要挣很多的钱，给爷爷奶奶盖一所大房子！”

　　小红今年只有七岁，刚进学校时，生活不能自理，刘倩每晚都要给孩子洗脸、洗脚。孩子有时不愿吃饭，刘倩就一口一口的喂，无数个夜晚，刘倩都搂着小红进入梦乡。

　　一次两个孩子出麻疹，刘倩寸步不离照顾着两个孩子，晚上特意把床搬到了孩子们的“家”。听到孩子说不想吃食堂饭后，刘倩给孩子们做了可口的饭。医院一位大夫和刘倩说：“小刘呀，你也要注意你的身体呀，千万不要累病了。”

　　在红丝带小学，十三个孩时不时地将刘倩喊作妈妈，刘倩用心答应着，在她眼里，这些孩子早已是她的亲人了。

　　用感恩的心生活，用爱书写风景感天动地

　　在记者眼里，刘倩是一个美丽如常的女子，在与记者谈及她的病情时坦然自若。刘倩说：“经常看到生命的逝去，我还能享受阳光，我有什么理由不快乐地活着呢！”孩子们放假了，回到家的刘倩每天清晨，都会跑步增强自己的体质。每天，刘倩都会流览网页，关心社会时事。刘倩还经常上网和网友进行聊天，谈自己的生活感受。

　　刘倩有两个姐姐在上海工作，一个妹妹在北京工作，姐妹们知道刘倩爱美，经常从外地给她邮寄一些漂亮衣服，刘倩适时地也会为自己填置一些衣服。穿着一件件时尚、色彩艳丽衣服，刘倩说：“爱美是每一个女人的天性，对美的追求不停滞，自己和周围的人就会感受到活着律动。”刘倩每天，都要把自己精心打扮一番，在“绿色港湾”，刘倩是一道风景，这道风景让病友时刻感受着生活的美好。

　　刘倩说，我是不幸的，但是我又是幸运的，我要用感恩的情回馈每一个需要我帮助的人。刘倩有一个女病友，爱人得知母女俩人都被感染艾滋病后，竟抛弃了家庭，远走他乡一去无踪。为了消除周围人的歧视，这位可怜的妈妈，带着年幼的女儿，去外地打零工独自抚养女儿。看到病友的不幸遭遇，刘倩的心情抑郁到了极点，回到家就吵着要和丈夫离婚。林铭巧妙地回应说：“你是想让让我们的女儿没有妈妈呢还是没有爸爸？！”刘倩立刻无语了。

　　刘倩在日记里写道：正是有周围很多人的关爱，我要用感恩的心回馈社会，让爱延续。每一个月，刘倩只有十多天呆在家里照顾小家庭，大部分时间都要回到“绿色港湾“、红丝带小学那个她魂牵梦绕的家作义工。在那里，每一个人都早已把她当作其中一员了。

　　在接受本刊记者时，刘倩道出了自己的心声，她说，理解、帮助艾滋病患者需要整个社会共同努力。每个六一儿童节，刘倩都要用手机给孩子们的家长发短信，让他们和孩子通话，庆祝孩子们的节日。刘倩苦笑着说：“每次希望都变失望，今年六一，只有一个孩子的爸爸给儿子打了电话。”

　　今年暑期，在家休息的刘倩仍牵挂那些孩子。一天早上，刘倩去看红丝带小学一名叫文文的孩子，他的家距离刘倩家有三十多里的路。门开了，文文看到她的那一刻欢叫着抱紧了她。他落寞地说：“周围的孩子都不和我玩，我每天一个人在家打游戏，奥运会都进入倒计时了，我每天都盼着开学的日子！”

　　刘倩告诉记者，红丝带小学是医院自己在办学，办学过程很是无奈。医院院长郭小平看着孩子们在“绿色港湾”一天天长大，心焦不已，孩子要受教育呀，但几家学校都拒绝这些艾滋病患儿入学，无难之下，郭院长决定自己办一个小学，让孩子们受基础教育。但是孩子们的后续教育怎么办？怎样才能让这些无辜的孩子长大后融入社会，远离歧视？刘倩专注地说。刘倩告诉记者，看到孩子们一天天成长，她的这种焦虑时刻都不能停止。现在红丝带小学最大的孩子都十三岁了，他马上面临的就是失学。她还忧虑地说：“孩子们知道自己身上有病，但病的性质他们不清楚，只有知识的力量是孩子获得新生重要途径呀！”

　　刘倩用心思考着，力所能及地做着她想做的事，在与死亡作斗争的时间里，爱的力量早已穿透了那无边的暗夜。活着就是幸福，用爱心帮助每一个需要帮助的人成为刘倩活着的动力。

　　2007年，刘倩感到身体不适，经检查医生告知刘倩，她又被确认患上了丙肝，这一次，她变得隔外坦然，刘倩对记者说：“要是能再给我一次生命，我要活得更精彩，既然今生今世已经这样，珍惜眼前时光是最好的选择！”(赵彬花)

　　

　　Wind and rain magic and AIDS peer Beauty: I use a strong dialogue and your

　　At 0:38 on April 9, 2009

　　The early morning of April 8, Liu Qian said goodbye to the daughter and wife, in the eyes of their loved ones in her heart once again toward the "Holy Land." Liu Qian is in Yuncheng City, Shanxi Province, a blood infection due to AIDS, the incubation period of nearly nine years after the magic of AIDS began to erode her body, in the most vulnerable time of life, family, love, love for her social life, in the tenacious fight with the disease at the same time, Liu Qian became a volunteer AIDS, AIDS as a psychological counselor and take the initiative to become AIDS 13 teachers in their children's lives, taking care of the children's day-to-day living, the children called Mother love.

　　Linfen City in Shanxi Province, an AIDS referred to as the "Green Harbor," where a moving story of Liu Qian weaving stage ......

　　More than the fate of it contradictory, let me how to face you

　　In 1973, Liu Qian was born in Shanxi Province, was born in New Jiangxian an ordinary peasant family, she has three sisters, two sisters from an early age students pretty clever, it is a favorite of parents. Youth, talent show sprinter Liu Qian. 15 years old, she was special sports schools recruit into the county, many secondary school students access to sports to city transport sprint crown. There are only colorful dream life. Liu Qian young trained hard in the sports school and hope into the provincial team, into the national team, the youth realize their dreams. However, due to injuries, three years later, she had to leave his beloved stage

　　Six sisters, Liu Qian, who was known as the town of Jinhua 6, and Liu Qian is one of the most beautiful one, come home to an endless stream of pro. In 1994, Shao relatives, she recognized the village youth Ming, the pragmatic and motivated young man quickly access the heart of Liu Qian. Three months later, the two entered the marriage hall. The loss of childhood dreams, a real-time and love to let the hearts of Liu Qian lost found solace in a wedding, the Liu Qian wrote a sweet, Executive's hand, with vows of love偕老. Marriage, husband and wife duo in the town to start a small business, two years later, Liu Qian and wife also opened a small gas stations, increasingly prosperous days, so that Liu Qian of life is full of infinite vision.

　　October 1996 night, Liu Qian day soon tired to sleep, that night, and sleep off the feeling of Liu Qian hit pain, due to very late at night, she thought it was inflammation of the appendix did not go to the hospital. Early the next morning, accompanied by her husband, only to the town hospital, doctors told her that it is ectopic pregnancy, just checked, there will be no effort to stand Liu Qian, and her husband took her to the ward, not a sudden massive lower part of the body a few minutes Liu Qian , who was soon a shock. Patients need a blood transfusion immediately, Liu Qian is the o-type blood, the hospital blood bank is not o-type plasma, panic, the Ming-fighting vehicles to the village to find four people to sell blood. Liu Qian said: "In my last breath, the husband back in time, I woke up恍如隔世." A week later, Liu Qian fever is the body, mind has lost four of the blood, specifically a liver function test, the results of all the normal, Liu Qian soon discharged on hand for a sequence.

　　By the end of May 2001, Liu Qian go look gynecological hospital, as soon as possible in order to be able to make mother, Liu Qian specially opened to allow the doctor to give her the medicine, at home, her husband won the household chores, she has not one bit of exertion. One month later, she was feeling unwell, go to the hospital for the B-ultrasound, the doctor told her that was pregnant, but this is still the pregnancy. The operating table lying on the cold, Liu Qian Wang tears flow. Lost two children, Liu Qian painful to the extreme. To make out the shadow of his wife at an early date, when in October, the couple adopt a child, a baby girl early near the children weak physique, Liu Qian to do the whole business to the husband, their heart flutter in children. Children grow up one day, Liu Qian Writing Children begin the growth of the diary: Today, the mother shouted呀呀学语daughter, and that moment as my heart into the honeypot, my baby, my mother's dream of how you would like to see Yes!

　　One-year-old children for a long time, Liu Qian also start a garment business, at the same time for part-time insurance salesman, Liu Qian gradually found her body削瘦, at first she thought it was the care of children, tired of doing business, and did not mind, and then shortly there was a rash, she thought it was caused by allergies, pushing a number of pharmaceutical tablets beggar, the rash disappeared. Liu Qian did not think of how AIDS has begun to demons wreak havoc in the body.

　　The spring of 2004, Liu Qian by AIDS live in the town people, because of selling blood, blood transfusion infection. History of blood transfusion had been thought, Liu Qian噔pyronaridine mind about the day her husband worried about her, love her a stare, said: "You blind pondering what a bad day is better than you!." April 2005, Liu Qian, a cousin to Shanghai to play at home, a cousin and his wife Liu Qian Please eat hot pot meal, Liu Qian had oral white patches, and then began to fester, cousin and the wife thought She is on fire. Back to Yuncheng after Liu Qian to the town hospital to open under the powder, the doctor said: "You This seems to be the blood of patients to large hospitals properly check it!" To hear the recommendations of the doctor, Liu Qian was terribly agitated , the sister went to the home of Linfen, in the sister, and a "bosom friend" published "AIDS I love my wife" has caused a concern of Liu Qian, compared to their symptoms, Liu Qian no longer sit still, she decided to go to hospital for a blood test.

　　Of May 2005 Early one morning, with Liu Qian perturbed into the county mental hospital. Doctors in the blood taken from her after telling her HIV antibody test after 3 hours to know the results of the. There are 80 kilometers away from home county of the journey, Liu Qian said: "I was the first idea is to go home do not know the result, if the result is true, then I did not even the effort to go home." In the home the way to Shanghai, Liu Qian's cousin called him to the hospital to call eleven o'clock, then close the phone, got into the bus to go home.

　　Way home, at a time past, Liu Qian as a person awaiting sentencing, was vulnerable to the extreme. A home, Liu Qian told a few childhood friends together to eat, a friend of her guests was a suddenly could not understand, she smile as strong: "I may have to be a journey, and you would like to see the final." Pm point, Liu Qian was with trembling hands opened the phone, cousin of the text messages sent on: the girl first of all not to tense, rushed back to hospital for the real-name registration, to carry out further examination.

　　Kindergarten children, wife not at home, Liu Qian a person lying in bed, staring down flower plates, empty his mind was never any fear and loneliness. Liu Qian said: "I was special to see my mother, only in the mother's arms I can be at ease." Back home, Liu Qian can not help it, kneeling before his mother suffering in the voice: "daughter of not Yes you, you honor those who have not had time to go ......"

　　Liu Qian's condition so that the whole family into the ice cancer, Lin Ming-lovers feel that it is the heavens, and how his wife had refused to believe that AIDS, once thought of themselves looking for four people to sell blood,狠打him with fists their body, their effect is to harm his wife, but was killed in a battle with the critical moment, he is anything wrong with it? Husband and wife duo quickly returned to hospital for diagnosis, Ming has been fortunate in not infected. Liu Qian was informed that the peace lover, the first sentence of my children is not a mother, and father.

　　Lin Ming-character within不善言辞, in order to allow his wife to summon the courage to live, he bought many books, so that his understanding of AIDS and that AIDS can live three to four decades, we have time for you husband and wife! Liu Qian of the five sisters, and friends take turns to accompany Liu Qian's treatment of her condition optimistic, Liu Qian most difficult to forget that the mother's remark: "妮子Yes, my mother from an early age最疼you, how can you walk in in front of her mother, in order to make your mother alive, even if you dropped by her mother, can you drop your daughter do?! "in the care of relatives and friends, Liu Qian numb the pain of the heart has been healed.

　　Liu Qian was informed that the relevant local department of hindsight, we take the initiative to find her, it is recommended her to the "Green Harbor," to treatment, "Green Harbor" is the temporary differences in Shanxi Province to operate a hospital of infectious diseases, HIV infection in the province were the main target of to relief, free medical treatment for the hospital model. In the sister and wife, accompanied by, Liu Qian to the "Green Harbor" for treatment that day, much to see that a green house, Liu Qian thought that was a isolated world, into the same death, the original idea of trusting to luck no point, and at the hospital door, and Liu Qian collapse, and the need to go home crying, do not want to go in life and death. Sister working in Beijing, in Shanghai, a full cousin by phone for more than an hour to do ideological work, to persuade the doctor at the hospital, the Liu Qian only entered the "Green Harbor."

　　Green Harbor on the first day, there is no trace of ripple Liu Qian heart to see people who are suffering illness, Liu Qian use a pen to describe his feelings: I want to make their own time is still beautiful to die, I do not want to become that like ......。 The first week in the hospital, she is basically at home with very little exchange. I hear people who have sold blood to face relentless chatter. A week later, on grounds of her daughter want to return to the home, many times at home on the back of the hillside around, looking for a place lush plants end their lives. One day return home, while no one at home, Liu Qian picked up a knife, just in time, her mother called her daughter inside, Liu Qian very heart tremor, with his daughter cried.

　　Daughter gave her the responsibility to live in the "Green Harbor," Liu Qian transferee of health care related heart began to thaw frozen.马玉琴with her regular doctor拉家常, serious杜宇峰doctor and she said: "Liu Qian Yes, I am 60 years old birthday, I ask you to dance the first dance it!" The President Please eat regular GUO Xiao-ping, a , Liu Qian郭院长drink the remaining wine. Everyone in this warm family, Liu Qian became gentle eyes, and slowly began the exchange with patients, and their own words used to hurt people who apologized. That Liu Qian Shuai really active back to you before.

　　For her mother to AIDS in children, pain并快乐着

　　After a stable condition after three months, Liu Qian returned to the home, but the "Green Harbor," the days and nights have been hard to let her color释怀, I was thinking about those patients in need of help, Liu Qian would like to return to the hospital. Love what she had in mind, he said: "People always want to live a little sustenance, that is your sustenance, then do it!" With the support of wife, Liu Qian often from both sides of Linfen and Yuncheng.

　　In 2006, the U.S. AIDS Foundation, in the "Green Harbor," has set up a "heart language" to the pilot institutions, to carry out HIV-infected persons psychological support, Liu Qian became a psychologist, enthusiastic help, and she inspired those who have Unfortunately病友们the same fate, also病友们by her infectious enthusiasm and by the cheerful. In the "Green Harbor," where as long as Liu Qian, a short while, people would invariably have to gather together her past.

　　In the "Green Harbor," Liu Qian worry about most of those infected as a result of mother-to-child children. These children with AIDS after the loss of her mother, in fact, has been a lack of care in the state, because under their livelihood, their father had to go out to work or home farm, the children of the family have been few and far between.

　　One day, Liu Qian led a middle-aged man looking at a little boy was hospitalized, the children called the light rain, when the blood of pregnant mothers infected with AIDS, light rain, unfortunately, have also been infected. Four-year-old child when her mother passed away. This is the father led to the treatment, because the hospital was not anti-children "Ai" medicine, pain cry every day more than light rain, drizzle father would like to give up the treatment, Liu Qian urged: treatment means hope, do not give up you . Children in order to reduce the pain, the doctor recommends that eating the right amount of light rain抗艾药adults, but children as a result of low body immunity, CD4 cells, there are only four, at any time there may be complications. Considered the father of light rain after the agreed time and again, watching a child take on the pain-like vomit, tears would like to once again give up, Liu Qian initiative to assume responsibility for the care of children, each child in his arms, first story-telling, and then coaxed the child to take medicine. Drizzle something back to the father, and child pain never stopped crying wah-wah, sorry about Liu Qian, a full day of her children have more than 3 hours

　　. Liu Qian of the meticulous care in under the light rain that eventually eat into drugs, and a month later, light rain to alleviate the pain, the disease has finally been brought under control. Father returned to the hospital drizzle to see his son through a dangerous period of touched and shed tears.

　　Liu Qian Li Xiaoping is one of the patients, she is only 26 years old, wife accidentally infected with HIV and its transmission to her unborn child, can not escape, and soon the husband died. This is unfortunately a mother and her daughter, Li Qian, often do more to help them. Time, Li Xiaoping and Liu Qian joked: "Liu Qian, if I go, you have to help me take care of you my daughter!" A month later, Li Xiaoping, with a deep affection for his daughter's really gone, with a cry want the mother of the child, Liu Qian of the heart in the blood, have firmly put at the Bosom Children.

　　September 1, 2006, the hospital founded for children with AIDS Red Ribbon a primary school, in order to more easily care for their children, Liu Qian volunteered as 13 teachers in their children's lives, responsible for the management of the daily life of children accommodation, and to urge the children to take medicine on time and treatment, because, once the drug, the children's lives will be threatened, this does not allow himself the slightest Liu Qian sloppy. Every night, Liu Qian children have to wait to sleep after the rest have slowly developed a habit of才睡12:00. Once, she saw a small orphan Gordon at the corner of the playground crying abandoned, Liu Qian ran dare ask her how tight and small tears Gordon said: "I want you mother, Liu Teacher mother I can tell you this ? "Liu Qian Xiang dry face of small tears, nodded affirmative. The next day, Liu Qian want the president to find two beds, and some sick children, sometimes in a bad mood Child, Liu Qian evening to put around the child.

　　Children in the care process, Liu Qian feel a moment of emotional ups and downs of family. Light rain in the hospital treatment after two years of lagging behind the Red Ribbon elementary school. Because of deep feelings and Liu Qian, normal very naughty. One day at noon, how light rain would not eat, Liu Qian to blame a few, even light rain fell bowl. Liu Qian sad to return to their quarters, I would come in light rain followed, and he gently said: "Auntie, do you eat it, I was wrong, and then not as a." There are times in front of light rain in the school bought a 5 apricot, before class to find Liu Qian said: "I bought a few apricot, give you three." Liu Qian said, "Auntie do not eat, you eat!", light rain have said something on my running class went. Liu Qian afternoon to clean up children's quarters, in light rain on the bed, Liu Qian saw two beds placed on the apricot, at the time of tears fell on.

　　Kin is a small smart intelligent children, when only ten years, my mother's passed away, his father working in the field of life so that he suffered premature maturity, there is no peer in his possession a lively and active child. I have the time, Liu Qian on him for some stories he said. Heard Beethoven with disabilities become a great musician, the small health of Liu Qian said: "Mum, I have ideals, I would like to grow up as a scientist, heal the sick, I would like to make a lot of money, give grandparents a big house built! "

　　Little Red this year, only seven years old, and first entered school, life can not take care of themselves, Liu Qian children every night to wash our face, feet. Sometimes children do not want to eat, Liu Qian mouthful of feed on the countless nights, Liu Qian have little red arms fall asleep.

　　Two children from a measles, Liu Qian寸步不离to take care of two children to bed at night specifically to move the children's "home." Children did not want to hear canteen meal, Liu Qian to the children made a delicious meal. Liu Qian, a doctor and the hospital said: "Liu you, you should also pay attention to your body you must not累病had."

　　Red Ribbon in the primary schools, 13 children from time to time to cry for her mother Liu Qian, Liu Qian promised intentions, and in her eyes, the children of her relatives have long been.

　　Live with gratitude, with love to write moving scenery and a sense of days

　　Eyes at a press conference, Liu Qian is a beautiful woman as usual, with the press about her condition when the calm composure. Liu Qian said: "The passing away of life often see, I can enjoy the sun, I have no reason not to live it happily!" The children leave, and returned home early in the morning, Liu Qian, will enhance their physical running. Every day, Liu Qian are browsing web pages, social events. Liu Qian was also the regular Internet users to chat and talk about the feelings of their own lives.

　　Liu Qian has two sisters working in Shanghai, a sister work in Beijing, Liu Qian Evergo sisters know, the regular mail from outside to give her some nice clothes, Liu Qian a timely manner, will fill in for their own clothes. Wearing a fashion piece, colorful clothes, Liu Qian said: "The beauty of every woman's nature, the pursuit of the United States is not stagnation, themselves and the people around will feel the rhythm alive." Liu Qian day are to own a well-dressed, in the "Green Harbor," Liu Qian is a landscape, this landscape at all times so that patients feel better with life.

　　Liu Qian said that I was unfortunate, but I was lucky, I would love the feedback Thanksgiving I need every help. Liu Qian patients have a female, a mother and her daughter was informed that the two lovers have been infected with AIDS after, he abandoned the family to flee afar without a trace. In order to eliminate discrimination against the people around them, the poor mother, with a young daughter, to field their own odd jobs dependent daughter. Misfortune to see the patients, Liu Qian feelings of depression to the extreme, arguing at home on her husband to divorce. Lin Ming-cleverly responded by saying: "You are wanted for our daughter is not no father or mother do?!" Liu Qian of the silent immediately.

　　Liu Qian wrote in his diary: there is a lot of people around the love, the heart of Thanksgiving I want to repay society and extend love. Per month, Liu Qian, only days to stay home to take care of small families, most of the time must return to the "Green Harbor," Red Ribbon魂牵梦绕primary home that she volunteers for. Where everyone has long put her as one of the one.

　　Journal in the press, Liu Qian told the voice of their own, she said, understanding, helping AIDS patients need to work together the whole community. Children's Day each June 1, Liu Qian children should use cell phones to send text messages to parents, and children so that they call to celebrate the children's festival. Smile Liu Qian said: "I hope each of them become disappointed, 61 this year, only one child's father called to his son."

　　Summer of this year, Liu Qian was still resting at home about the children. One morning, Liu Qian to see one called the Red Ribbon Wenwen primary children, his home away from home there is Liu Qian of the road more than 30 years. The door opened, she saw Wenwen欢叫of the moment to get hold of her. Lonely, he said: "The kids are not around and I play, I am a person every day at home playing games, the Olympic Games have entered a countdown, I look forward to school every day, day!"

　　Liu Qian told reporters that the Red Ribbon is the hospital in primary schools, we have no process is running. GUO Xiao-ping Hospital looked at the children in the "Green Harbor," grow up day by day, anxious about the children you want to access to education, but several schools have refused admission of these children with AIDS, without difficulty, the郭院长Office to determine their own a primary school, so that basic education by children. However, follow-up education of the children how to do? How can we allow these innocent children to integrate into society when they grow up and away from discrimination? Liu Qian said concentrate. Liu Qian told reporters that seeing the children grow up day by day, and her anxiety all the time that can not be stopped. Red Ribbon is the largest primary school children 13 years old, he is now facing the school. She also worries that: "the children know them sick, but they were not clear about the nature of disease, only the power of knowledge is an important way for children to obtain new you!"

　　Liu Qian hard thinking, and its capacity to want to do she did, and died in the fight against time, the power of love that is already penetrating the boundless night. Is alive and well-being, with love to help every person in need of help as a driving force for Liu Qian alive.

　　In 2007, Liu Qian was feeling unwell, Liu Qian told by the examining physician, she was suffering from a hepatitis C confirmed, this time, she became separated from outer calm, Liu Qian told reporters: "If one life can give me I would like to live a more exciting, as this life has been this way, cherish the present time is the best choice! "(Bin Zhao Hua)