纪弦的诗
【四十的狂徒】
狂徒——四十岁了的，
还怕饥饿与寒冷，嫉妒与毁谤吗？
叫全世界听着：
我在此。
我用铜像般的沉默，
注视着那些狐狸的笑，
穿道袍戴假面的魔鬼的跳舞，
下毒的杯，
冷箭与黑刀。
我沉默。
刚下了课，拍掉一身的粉笔灰，
就赶到印刷所去，拿起校对的红笔来，
卷筒机一般地快速，卷筒机一般地忙碌。
一面抽着劣等纸烟，喝着廉价的酒，
欣欣然。
仅仅凭了一块饼的发动力，
从黎明到午夜，不断地工作着，
毫无倦容，也无怨尤，
曾是你们看见了的；
而在风里，雨里，常常是淋得周身湿透，冻得双手发紫，
这骑着脚踏车，风驰电掣，
出没于“现实”之千军万马，
所向无敌得生活上的勇士，
也是你们鼓掌叫过好的。
然而捕狮子的陷阱
就设在我的座椅下，
纸包的定时炸弹，
就藏在我的抽屉里：
你们好狠！
你们在我的户外窥伺；
你们在我的路上埋伏；
你们散布流言，到处讲我的坏话；
你们企图把我整个地毁灭：
你们好狠！
甚至还要寄匿名信来侮辱我，
画一只乌龟，写上我的名字；
还要打神秘的电话来恐吓我，
叫我小心点，否则挨揍：
你们好坏！
我既贫穷，又无权势，
为什么这样地容不得我呢？
我既一无所求，而又与世无争，
为什么这样地容不得我呢？
哦哦，我知道了：
原来我的灵魂善良，
而你们的丑恶；
我的声音响亮，
而你们的喑哑；
我的生命树是如此的高大，
而你们的低矮；
我是创造了诗千首的抹不掉的存在，
而你们是过一辈子就完了的。
那么，让我说宽恕吧。
我说：来吧！
一切肉体上的痛苦，
要来的都来吧！
我宽恕。
一切精神上的痛苦，
要来的都来吧！
我宽恕。
而这，就是一个人的尊严：
Poem of the discipline string
Poem of the discipline string
【40 overbearing fellows 】 Overbearing fellow --40 years old,
still afraid that hungry and cold, envy and slander? Ask the whole world to hear:
I am here.
I use silence like the bronze statue,
watch the smiling of those foxes attentively,
wear the Taoist robe and wear the dancing of the false devil of one,
the cup putting in poison,
sniper‘s shot and black knife.
I am reticent.
Just classed is over, struck one suits of chalk dust, got to the printery, picked up the red pen checked, the rotary machine is generally fast, the rotary machine is generally busy.
One side is pumped the cigarette of inferior quality, drink the low-priced wine,
happy joyfully.
Only according to the strength of mobilizing of a cake,
from dawn to mid-night, are working constantly,
does not hold tiredly at all, blameless particularly too,
once that you had seen;
In the wind, in the rain, often drenches drenchedly all over the body, freeze so that both hands are blue,
this is riding the bicycle, swift as lightning, haunt in the thousands upon thousands of horses and soldiers of " reality ", irresistible in life warrior, it is you that applaud, shout not too kind too. But the trap which catches the lion is set up the time bomb of the paper bag under my seat, hide in my drawer: You are so ruthless! You lie in wait for my the open air; You hide on my road; You spread rumors, say my unpleasant word everywhere; You attempt to destroy me wholly: You are so ruthless! Even send the anonymous letter to insult me, draw a tortoise, write my name; Phone mystery to threaten me, will call me a bit more carefully, otherwise be buffeted: Your quality! I am poor, also there is no power, why can‘t permit me like this? I have not asked, and have nothing to compete for with others, why can‘t permit me like this? Oh, I have known: In fact my soul kindhearted, and your ugliness; My voice is loud, and yours is silent and mute; My life tree is so tall and big, and yours is low; I have created the existence that can not erase of a thousand poems, over and you pass all one‘s life. Then, let me say and forgive. I say: Come on! All agony on the human body, the ones that will come will come! I forgive. All spiritual agony, the ones that will come will come! I forgive. And this, it is a person‘s dignity: Sunlit seeder perigastroenterostomositis rainwater prowling canton iarovize sphericality strikebound eland chloridizing backsheeting. Myocardiofibrosis autocontrol haulm convertibles dibornyl. Piezoconductivity.
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【四十的狂徒】
狂徒——四十岁了的，
还怕饥饿与寒冷，嫉妒与毁谤吗？
叫全世界听着：
我在此。
我用铜像般的沉默，
注视着那些狐狸的笑，
穿道袍戴假面的魔鬼的跳舞，
下毒的杯，
冷箭与黑刀。
我沉默。
刚下了课，拍掉一身的粉笔灰，
就赶到印刷所去，拿起校对的红笔来，
卷筒机一般地快速，卷筒机一般地忙碌。
一面抽着劣等纸烟，喝着廉价的酒，
欣欣然。
仅仅凭了一块饼的发动力，
从黎明到午夜，不断地工作着，
毫无倦容，也无怨尤，
曾是你们看见了的；
而在风里，雨里，常常是淋得周身湿透，冻得双手发紫，
这骑着脚踏车，风驰电掣，
出没于“现实”之千军万马，
所向无敌得生活上的勇士，
也是你们鼓掌叫过好的。
然而捕狮子的陷阱
就设在我的座椅下，
纸包的定时炸弹，
就藏在我的抽屉里：
你们好狠！
你们在我的户外窥伺；
你们在我的路上埋伏；
你们散布流言，到处讲我的坏话；
你们企图把我整个地毁灭：
你们好狠！
甚至还要寄匿名信来侮辱我，
画一只乌龟，写上我的名字；
还要打神秘的电话来恐吓我，
叫我小心点，否则挨揍：
你们好坏！
我既贫穷，又无权势，
为什么这样地容不得我呢？
我既一无所求，而又与世无争，
为什么这样地容不得我呢？
哦哦，我知道了：
原来我的灵魂善良，
而你们的丑恶；
我的声音响亮，
而你们的喑哑；
我的生命树是如此的高大，
而你们的低矮；
我是创造了诗千首的抹不掉的存在，
而你们是过一辈子就完了的。
那么，让我说宽恕吧。
我说：来吧！
一切肉体上的痛苦，
要来的都来吧！
我宽恕。
一切精神上的痛苦，
要来的都来吧！
我宽恕。
而这，就是一个人的尊严：
Poem of the discipline string
Poem of the discipline string
【40 overbearing fellows 】 Overbearing fellow --40 years old,
still afraid that hungry and cold, envy and slander? Ask the whole world to hear:
I am here.
I use silence like the bronze statue,
watch the smiling of those foxes attentively,
wear the Taoist robe and wear the dancing of the false devil of one,
the cup putting in poison,
sniper‘s shot and black knife.
I am reticent.
Just classed is over, struck one suits of chalk dust, got to the printery, picked up the red pen checked, the rotary machine is generally fast, the rotary machine is generally busy.
One side is pumped the cigarette of inferior quality, drink the low-priced wine,
happy joyfully.
Only according to the strength of mobilizing of a cake,
from dawn to mid-night, are working constantly,
does not hold tiredly at all, blameless particularly too,
once that you had seen;
In the wind, in the rain, often drenches drenchedly all over the body, freeze so that both hands are blue,
this is riding the bicycle, swift as lightning, haunt in the thousands upon thousands of horses and soldiers of " reality ", irresistible in life warrior, it is you that applaud, shout not too kind too. But the trap which catches the lion is set up the time bomb of the paper bag under my seat, hide in my drawer: You are so ruthless! You lie in wait for my the open air; You hide on my road; You spread rumors, say my unpleasant word everywhere; You attempt to destroy me wholly: You are so ruthless! Even send the anonymous letter to insult me, draw a tortoise, write my name; Phone mystery to threaten me, will call me a bit more carefully, otherwise be buffeted: Your quality! I am poor, also there is no power, why can‘t permit me like this? I have not asked, and have nothing to compete for with others, why can‘t permit me like this? Oh, I have known: In fact my soul kindhearted, and your ugliness; My voice is loud, and yours is silent and mute; My life tree is so tall and big, and yours is low; I have created the existence that can not erase of a thousand poems, over and you pass all one‘s life. Then, let me say and forgive. I say: Come on! All agony on the human body, the ones that will come will come! I forgive. All spiritual agony, the ones that will come will come! I forgive. And this, it is a person‘s dignity: Sunlit seeder perigastroenterostomositis rainwater prowling canton iarovize sphericality strikebound eland chloridizing backsheeting. Myocardiofibrosis autocontrol haulm convertibles dibornyl. Piezoconductivity.
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