Junior boys after suffering from HIV剖白
Source: Internet 2009-05-08
He was a university student. Protective measures had not sex, so that HIV had penetrated his body. After a brief demoralized, palace-wei (a pseudonym) has chosen to face frankly. He wants his own personal experience, a high-risk groups for AIDS Alert.
Early in November, Beijing's first high-risk groups of AIDS volunteers to set up intervention teams. Gong Wei and his 70 partners, appears in the bar, bar, entertainment center in Bath. Publicity through a variety of ways to raise the edge of the crowd of AIDS awareness, and to strengthen prevention.

High-risk groups to receive education

Late autumn chill of the capital here.秋风瑟瑟, people裹紧jacket,行色匆匆to shuttle in the busy. Last Thursday afternoon, in the light of a restaurant in the east, a theme of "AIDS threat" propaganda of the knowledge is carried out quietly.

Sexually transmitted HIV transmission is one of the main, of which 60% of infected people is the insecurity caused by the MSM. Dongsanhuan with a lot of "comrade club", so high-risk groups volunteer intervention force the second action on the set in the vicinity of East Third Ring.

16:00, 15 "comrade club" arrived one after another of the employees in the restaurant. In addition to two older, the other is about 20-year-old young man. Tall burly man, with a high bind up the hair, the look rich, talking兰花指inadvertently tilt of the individual, "Comrade," the feminization of eye-catching dress, attracted whispers restaurant staff.

 

Warmth of the box spring, no publicity sets, did not display rows of tables and chairs, "the audience" casually sitting next to at the dinner table, watching the projection of AIDS in the wall text and pictures. Everyone is focused, for fear of a missed details.

Yang Shi screen appeared - a late pictures of AIDS, the original venue was a quiet voice exclaimed, "he very handsome ah!" "I have seen him go to the hospital, were not less than a month "... ... When he saw a young man smiling sun, withered into a bed of build, and ultimately passed away a young age when infected, the presence of human faces are solemn, and because they engaged in high-risk is similar to its industry.

"If the infection does not戴套to sex it?" "That is definitely high-risk behavior." Preach people to be clear-cut answer to Xiao Dong, the question of the club owner a bit distracted, nodded wistfully. "Generally speaking, the AIDS virus invaded the chance to receive one three-hundredth lymphocytes, but those who had sexually transmitted diseases, the immune tissue damage, the virus could easily penetrated, so essential to safety." Listening to Xiao Dong simple interpretation of popular here or a little nod, or next to him whispered.

The evening, "上完课" the boys were out from the restaurant, "a great touch." Brief summary of a boy and then into the darkness of.


Junior boys infected with HIV

As the backbone of the Palais-wei volunteers did not participate in high-risk groups to intervene propaganda activities of the team. The same day, he was invited to attend the five provinces and the Northwest AIDS non-governmental organizations, the exchange of experience. And most of the volunteers is different from a palace-wei AIDS.

"In high school, I discovered that he likes men." For their own sexual orientation, the boys did not care about Harbin. In 2003, the University of Reading test in Beijing, the Palace Wei regular theme registry online sex chat rooms. And different from ordinary homosexuals, when it was half-jokingly said, "will be able to sleep one night to spend money on," when there is no opt-Wei Gong.

Sex workers career started on this. Frequent access to bars, KTV, in the high places of consumption, competition to wear brand-name ... ... became the palace of an important aspect of life-wei. Compared to their own family is not wealthy, many people would have in this age of vanity, in the Palais-wei who had been met.

June 2006, when the students or for the upcoming summer vacation, ecstatic, or running around looking for work, the palace has its own faint-wei was worried, because the beginning of the year once they have sex without protection. Low-grade fever of 37 degrees has been going on for two months, on weekdays at this time a strong feeling of soft body, not only can not concentrate on the lecture a week for two days of sick leave would also like to rest in the hostel - which he has never run for Cutting Class few and far between.

Low-grade fever, diarrhea, swollen lymph node ... ... Despite its own doubts about the AIDS infection, but in the web search bar enter "AIDS" after the words seen on the screen with their symptoms the same, he still could not help but fear, and palms have been sweat exudation.

In order to obtain a clear answer, he went to Chaoyang District CDC to conduct HIV antibody testing.

Trace of luck with the psychological, anxious in his life spent most of a week long. Survival or death? The 24-year-old boy waiting for their own do not know, what kind of results will be.

When the testing laboratory before deliver when a single, HIV antibody column's "positive" word, let him in the chair all of a sudden跌坐- their really infected with the AIDS!

Rangers find the way to the goal

"No is a chronic disease? If the outbreak is not live 20 years without problems. You see me, do not also lived for several years? Perhaps our time than others, but we can be condensed into the essence of life, so it not be better ... ... "In order to quickly achieve the confidence of Wei Palace, Chaoyang Chinese AIDS interventions working group, with 3 years experience in volunteer Xiao Dong Wei Palace in good faith to deceive himself is also infected.

To see the face of the "infected" dynamic way, Gong Wei tried to start again, temporarily give up the "equivalent to the death of AIDS," the idea. Every day, he was riding the bus four hours, and from the schools and between the Chaoyang CDC, receive professional psychological counseling and treatment of AIDS-related knowledge.魂不守舍, he held a regular destination in the car several stations before suddenly recovered.

Whenever the thought of his life has not yet started, was destined to end soon, Gong-wei on the disorder of the brain together. As the only son of the family, the parents of Gong-wei only about at the moment.

Repeated ideological struggle, the Palace has yet to wei tangled emotions from coming out, so accepted, Xiao Dong "散散心out" proposal. In August, he boarded the train alone.

Left the noisy city, the road in the mountains, he began to understand the nature and intentions of the United States. Exciting to see the scenery, he would take photos to send to far away in Beijing, Xiao Dong, and others at the same time to share the beauty, Gong-wei slowly opened their hearts.

In the streets, the roadside when they saw the problem of the homeless beggars crawling and leaning forward efforts Po is still disabled, the palace has been a sudden remorse-wei, "think of a young life, physically sound and warmth of the family compared with that in their own, unfortunately, nothing of this? do not know the way much longer, but give up its not like from now on,过好每一天seriously. "aware that each have different life short-comings, the Lost juvenile escapism for their own practice ashamed.

"I am the lonely." One night a few months later, Xiao Dong Wei Gong received such a message, he began to wait for Palace in Beijing, Wei's return.

"Everyone has the right to the enjoyment of life, of course, AIDS is no exception." Frankly accepted that he is the reality of AIDS, the Palais des Wei decided to use action to stop more people to repeat their mistakes.


To join the ranks of active AIDS

I returned to Beijing, Gong Xiao-Wei Dong found. He called for volunteers to join the ranks of AIDS, to include college students, entertainment practitioners, health departments and relevant government staff, and tens of thousands of volunteers in the AIDS one. Although it appears in others, "Let's all stay away from HIV," some unrealistic goal, but it is his greatest wish today.

In March this year, an action so that remember Wei Palace. In Sanlitun, a bar, when he handed the manual, when a young girl, catch a glimpse of each other in the above sticky condoms, the disdain of its readily lost to the ground. Upon seeing this, Zhongwei Temple leaned over to pick up once again submitted to the girls hands, "I did not malicious, but I hope you understand the safety knowledge." Gong-wei girls touched the dedication, she received the condoms, put them in package.

"Even the original play with friends in a bar were also mobilized." Speaking of the achievements of their work, the tone of the Palais-wei can not conceal his pride in the show. More than a year of volunteer action, he could not remember how many people have developed AIDS to join the team, with the exception of like-minded friends and brought alongside the passion, he felt more of a "return to the" happiness, " When the wrong committed by young may not be able to change, but to return to the normal track, I can live very good. "Turning to the future,那端the handset after a short pause, came the voice of淡定Wei Gong," simple tasks , the simple life, AIDS Action will be carried out in the end. "

Due to actively cooperate with the treatment, Gong-wei current CD4 (human lymphocytes base) is the number of more than 500, far higher than the number of CD4 accepted less than 200 anti-viral treatment of AIDS clinical requirements, or even the same as normal. Now, the Gong-wei has been awarded for two consecutive years the World Health Organization experts in the title of AIDS patients, which not only he has the opportunity to participate in world-class experts in the field related to the seminars, experts can tailor the development of their rehabilitation planning.

New life after the haze

"In the face of AIDS, the elimination of fear, strengthen the knowledge, skills the most important, these three points, he (Gong Wei) have done." In the eyes of Xiao Dong, Gong-wei is a born optimist. When by virtue of the undergraduate computer science expertise, is now the Palais-wei is an enterprise network administrator.

Spare time, Gong-wei from the meager income of their own, set aside some money to buy diapers, fruit and other objects, called on Xiao Dong, went to orphanages and homes for the elderly. Looked at him with the elderly play chess, take a walk, but also try to take a few months old baby in arms when coax funny, Xiao Dong revealed pleased smile. He knew, before the clouds had caught AIDS, the boys be able to extricate themselves, have learned the true meaning of love, and began entering a new life.

Xiao Dong said that in the high-risk groups of volunteers in the intervention team, with the exception of Gong-wei, there are 5 individual is infected with AIDS. Although their identities have not been in the public circle, but they are related to the Palais-wei, in active treatment at the same time, full of universal knowledge of HIV.

When available, Xiao Dong organization AIDS-infected persons with other members of the Association for Friendship and social activities, "or high-risk groups, AIDS-infected people either have an independent personality, their happiness should be respected. As long as the their own posts to social harmony and progress of building blocks, not to discredit, we are all kind of good. "

Xiao Dong appeal in today's society, there are also many like the same GONG Wei AIDS, we should all be concerned about and help AI AIDS knowledge governance is imperative.